your dancing like a beautiful dance-whore

Sun, 10 Sep 2006 21:14:36 GMT

so i was just looking through some old entries && i realized things never wokr out how they are ment to be. i had all these plans for summer but only a few happened && they didn't even happen the way they were planned. hmm interesting.

he told me about the new girl. i don't know. it hurts soo much now that he is in college && i am a senior still. && we still have to grapple with the 3000 miles difference in our location. i am praying to get into a boston college. we would be soo close. he is amazing. something someday.

but this week has been good. me,jor and xander are all good. we had a fun friday night. sorry about saturday night. i really did want to hang out.

fun beaded bracelets are my new obsession. i got these really cool beads from target && i am obsessed. they are stars and squares and circles and hearts and sea creatures and letters. it is fun :)

but i got to get some econ done. yay for school :) haha NOT!

Mon, 15 May 2006 02:11:53 GMT

well it has been forever. and things are uber weird right now. i kinda don't know how to explain any of it. but i know this is probally going to be a long entry so stop reading now if you wanna.

so the last 2 weeks were AP exams. i took AP US history and AP enviromental science. i did not study for either test cause i didn't really care if i passsed or not. and i still don't care. i am soo tired of caring in school. it seems like a pointless end. and everyone is talking about college. i am only a jr. yeah i know i need to start thinking but i don't want to. i really don't let me finish this year then i will start thinking. leave me alone please.

dance is going along. sometimes i feel like it is a waste of time but then last weekend at competition it all paid off. we did really good. i am too lazzy to list all the scores. but all my dances got golds and tap group got a high gold. i was really excited. and i think we all bonded alot which was really nice. nexxt weekend is disney should be interesting.

so i went to boston this weekend. last tuesday was my sisters 16th birthday and she wanted to go to boston for her birthday. so we left thursday night. friday we went shopping in fanuel hall/quincy market. i got new sunglasses and a harvard pen(my grandmas wishful thinking that i MIGHT apply there). the real problem was that shayna was there. don't get me wrong i love shayna to death i really do. but when it comes time to be with the family thats where i want to be.i don't see my cousins all the often and i love them and she was there and i really think she felt extremely left out. yet she knows my whole family. than saturday was rachels bat mitzvah which was amazing. she was beautiful. then we went shopping which is always a trip. me ari mom shayna scott and baubie (grandmaa) haha now that i think about it... it wasn't all that badd. i got black tights capris and these green tyed dyed capris and a shirt to match. but now that i think about it we hadd a good time. mmhmmm. than saturday ngiht was the bat mitzvah party. i thought would be awkward but it was alot of fun. really. i love those kidds. and we got alot of candy. then today we all went to my aunts house for mothers day breakfast. it was a hell of a lot of fun. i really love my family. all in all. they are kinda weird but i do love them. they all have good intentions.

now i am takling to zander. this convo is getting interesting. this summer will be a fun one i can already tell. :)

the fray over my head is my new obsession song and i dont really know why. i have had it on repeat all weekend. i can't get it out of my head and i don't really want it either.

Fri, 10 Mar 2006 03:44:15 GMT

argh she makes me soo mad. i can't believe her. so i told her i couldn't go to rehearsal tomorrow night since i had already made plans with my sister to go to the show at school. she was like thats not a good enough reason. well maybe you don't understand my family dynamics. but i do. my sister needs me. she needs to know something is solid in her life. and i promised i would go with her. if one more person breaks a promise to that poor girl.... i don't even know she might explode. and i go to every rehearsal. damn her. i have not missed one. maybe she should yell at the people who only show up when it is conveneint to them. bitch. and you decide not to have rehearsal nexxt week beacuse you have to throw a drunken party for someones birthday. yes it is nice but don't bitch at me cause i have family plans when you can cancel class because you need to get drunk!

Mon, 10 Oct 2005 01:23:00 GMT

comment to be added :)

Wed, 05 Oct 2005 22:01:18 GMT

L'SHANAH TOVA

Sat, 24 Sep 2005 22:25:10 GMT

so i got my hair cut... do i like it?? i don't know. do i hate it...i don't know. it is short. thats all i can say.

Sun, 13 Feb 2005 06:11:28 GMT

this is all new. i decided to get a new livejournal......